love locked down
my love has been standing strong
Monday, December 21, 2009
there's something i should let it out...


For the first time i blog something so personal over here..
I usually blog in my tumblr and onsugar blogs.
Cause i know only a few peepos know the both blog..
Okks, here the thing..

im thinking..
why life have to be sooo unfair..
I mean i did nothing wrong but it seems that u push me away.
That person did something wrong to you , you forgive.
Why make things difficult?
Why not make things easier?
oh goshh,
I know the reason why you push me away..
BUt you dun have to that ,
Am i right?
Just think how difficult it is that i have to put this things up?
Huh?
U just make things happen but you never think about my future.
Why are soo selfish to me?
Why not others?
I make your life happier each day...
But time goes on, i felt rejected..
Of course,
You dont care a shitt about me..

Yeah..
Right now you may think im heartbroken , emo end all..
Oh please stop that thoughts of yours.
Im not..

Fck you mann..
All you do is to show off and pissed me off..
With the fck-ing lots of love..
All around you..
And you just flung it to everyone.
Ohhh pls,
GET A LIFE!!!

Lead a life that you suppose to lead..
Urgghh!!!

Why ruin a girl life?
alameks, If only i could slap your face right now it will like:
Good heaven, I manage to wake you up from your fantasy that it isn't your life!

Urgghh!!!!

Stuupid fcktards peepos!!!

Ohh shittys you.
You make me have insomnia!
WTH?!

Yeah right.
Why should i scold you here?
Like as if youre gonna read ma' blog..

im fck up cuz of you!
Ohhh pls wake upp!!!
Urghhs!

YOU ARE TO WAKE UP!!!


P/S: Im NOT talking about a bitch nor a besterd!


4:00 AM
Yours truly. elyana