i just feel as lonely as this tree before. But now, i found a new himm.. I guess im not anymore. I think.. Idk, i think i made the wrong decision. But.. idk... haish. He ask me, i reply laa. Haish.. My dear god. Tell me what should i do instead? This is .. So stupid. I think? Wow , im past my sleeping time.. But who cares. Hello , my dear girl, YOU are not alone anymore... You are with someone. Fuck , i forget.. But im must get used to it huh.. I led a such happy single life. I may get back to a ... Miserable life. Full stop. Gosh, dear god, what should i think about now? idk , i feel like dying. Thats a  sure thing. haish.. Please guide me. tyty...

Hieee :D !!! Guess whuat? Today, i having my Common test.. Lols, Today went study with Sabrina manage to learn something.. But becos of my retardedness with the rest.. I canot remember anything de! :D Hehe:D lols.. Also went out with Mia or Mai.. Sabrinaaaa , Justin ? Idk , its sab and Mia friend.. And lastly.. Ilyasa^^.. Hehe(: ... Lols, i love being angry or upset with him .. Soooo funn :D hehe, then he like.. "ala, dun merajukk!!!!" heh nice one.. I tell u the story later why get so upset with himm.. :D hehe.. Can die siaaa :D 

Im sry,omairah,  i think its my fault that u have to pass msg to me. I think it is my fault.. Sry , if i make ur life really miserable. Im sry..  I know u said it isnt my fault that ure like this.. But , im involve too right? soo yaa.. Its my fault too. sry very much.. I cant believe things turn this way.. sry sry .. Godd, is he serious about it? i dun wanna to know. cos, i dun want to give my bestie a hard time. seriously. And i think i hurt Fiefie's heart badly.. i shouldn't told about the situation i am in right now.. i bet hes sulking and jealous-ing .. sry my two dear bestie.. Im really sry.. Haish, its complicated and weird.. I feel like dying. Godd, im being like Omairah. Elyana, Omairah , stop being like this.. Must think positive.. Think abt the future.. Godd, whuat am i talking about.. All i know, im being nonsensetical ... And been saying good for like the whole day..

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 Im just so angry with myself.. I seriously am.. My "stalker" waved at me , Nanthyini , Saidah , Qamarina... Then when they are singing .. we waved each other.. Then we suddenly "walk" with each other.. "Suddenly we "walk" with each other"... he was far behind from his school .. But , Yaaa.......  we walk with each other. Gosh, Then when we taking bus to go back to the Kallang leisure to take bus back to school.. Then , he almost take the same bus back.. Fck, then he kena take another bus .. Walao , he wont die what ... -.- Then back at the Kallang leisure.. We are to line up.. He came last .. With his school.. Lols.. Then he line up .. Then i look at him.. He look at me.. He wave , i acted that i cant see him, He soooooo fcking cute when he kept waving at me like as if i cant see himm. Awwwww, so i wave at himm back.. Then, when we go back to our own bus to go back.. He wave again.. Saying byebye.. ): Gosh... I miss himm.. Though i hate him the first 2 days meeting him.. This the only day , i miss himm  sooooo much.. You know why am i so angry with myself? Cos i never talk to him THOUGH he "WALK" with me just now.... What the hell? Urghhhhhhhh... I hate myself.. Im frigging tired and i MISS him...  What the hell.. Hes short but frigging vute and i know he knows my name.. BUt yaaa, whuatever .. im seriously like gonna cry any sooner.. im just fcking sad...

Im here to do a short random post.. Theres a little stalker , well actually i should say in another manner like.. Idk, But anyway, he doesnt stalk me.. Its just that i call him "stalker" love staring at my face for no fcking reason. Seriously.. Walao.. On the spot where im eating and like talking with my friends , that little "stalker" stare at me.. caught him in the act. My friends like, Saidah and Qamarina even said that he stare at me even before we started eating.. Non-stop.. Then during we doing our walking and waving, I just realise that hes in the same row as me.. -.- What the HELL, Then again he turned back.. Well , boy, i appreciate uuu and your friend stare at me eventhough theres nuthing going on on my face or like as if theres shitt on my face. Alermakkk.. If u got sumthing to ask or sumthing to say, Please , walk to me and say it to my face .. Dont have to stick ur ass to the ground and stare at me .. Alermakk , no kerje isit.. Make people uneasy only.. But i do appreciate u staring at me.. Thank you. -.- ... Okks , i will end here.. Bye.

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Lols, today slack with omairah and friends again.. Omairah , Ilyasa and.. Whuats his name? Fairuz? i forget.. lols.. And not forgetting .. My first monkeyyyy, sabrina laaaa(: Hehe . Oh gosh they were gentlemen...me and omairah were lagging behind.. then we stuck at the traffic lights(at tampines Community Centre).. Then .. Then they already so far.. at the end of the traffic lights.. Then they wait for usss, we feel so honoured Wheee, So happy(: Then they just wait for us because ... They want to say they go home for awhile , change clothes ... Lols.. Then , like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, so sweet.. This is the first time i saw Ilyasa.. Always talk to him on MSN.. Gosh hes cute (: Lols, shut up Elyana , he know u little bit.. So , We talk.. He said i kesiannn... Cos kene tinggal.. Lols.. I said noooo... Thean he said hehe... (: I just realise hes favourite word is ... "What is this?!" hehe .. Then he kept talking to me.. Saying "ehy this girl (pointing to omairah), crazyy uhh.. Kann?" ... Then i just smile , tersengih-sengih.. I dun want to agree so i sengih laa..(: hehe:D (omairah , dun be angry uhh D:) 

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Hieeee, im pretty bored now.. So yaa. Ttyl tomo... i have nuthing to blog about.. ): Yeah. Haish. I know okks bye bye(:

Yo, Yeah, Aidil birthday its over(: lols.. Wished himm just now.. But his prepaid low.. Eshy , eshy .. Kesianns(: Lols.. Okks... Today went out.. Go where? To my grand-auntie house(: Lols, Me and sis were fcking hyper(: funny laa. We ate alot.. We joke around with our auntiessssss(: Funny laa(: Gosh , i didnt realise alot of people vent anger and sadness at me.. But its good.. Cos at the end of the day we manage to tell jokes.. One of them is my Lover sister and another one is my lover awesome friend(:!!! love him.. as my awesome friend(:!!! i help him.. He will help me.. Gosh good friend(: lovelovelove himmms(:hes a nice friend yaa know.. Yeah, i wont say his name.. Or you people will complain to himm.. So my mouth is zipppsss..(: Okks.. Pictures(:

*clears throat*, happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you , happy birthday to Aidil .. Happy birthday to you! Wohhoo!!! *cough* .. Hehe , this boy is one year older on 15 Feb.. Total Defence Day.. But i planned to give him an early wish.. As , hes sleeping sooon.. *snores* .. Sorry , Amirah sygg.. I stole ur pic from ur bloggies , cos thats the easy way out(: .. But no worries.. I edited Aidil's pic.^^  Hehe. Aidil, i hope i dun make you go *awkward* , but tysm for being a good good friend when im bored.. I know i just met you but i wanna be a friend that made your day! wheeeee(: I hope your dreams and wishes for this year come true:D May you live long long (: And and smile always(:

love,
elyana:D

Hiee there people.. Im so happy to yesterday, which is on the 13 Feb, u know why? Idk..I splurge on myself!!!! Lols like that also want to be happy(: of cos..I am (: so happy(: Im in love with ... This two cute .... Chip 'n' Dale!(: (: Its a old classic Disney character.. Cos today.. I spent myself on this cute soft toy.. I know im childish but its soooo soft and cuddly to resist. And its the character Chip(: I bought it at MCKY unlimited at T1(: And now, Chip 'n' Dale is my favourite cartoon character (: Oh yesh , i went out with my hottest.........................................sister(: help her to think of whuat thing to buy her stupid boyfriend for valentines day.(: Lols at last she bought a mug with Eeyore , bought at More than Words. You know why i bought a hard-to-resist soft toy? Cos i f-ing hate this day.. Cos today is the day that i first got a sumething for valentines day and anni*****  from some fcktardeds. Yeah, but i appreciated it soo much that i can nver forget it.. Though i got STM, I can remember that day up till this day, vividly.. Well whts the use of saying to you people.. I just dun want say anything anymore... Yeah.. Oh Here is my cute-cuddly-hard-to-resist soft toy(: enjoy(:

Well, today, was fcking boring.. I have to depend my friend for company.. Too much shocking stuff came knocking at my door. Then expected memoirs went through my day ... whuat the hell? urghh let me explain from the start..
In the morning actually i didnt want to go to sch.. Bla bla.. Sleep for 15 miins.. Then make up my mind to go so sch.. so woke up at 6:24 , went do the usual.. In sch, walk past malay classroom saw sis make-up-ing For her performance. bla bla bla. Skipping skipping.. On parade grounddsss , hear Mr Ong talkings , all of sudden my eyes drop.. I close my eyes.. Sleep for awhile.. When people clapp , i woke up and clappp.. Haish.. Funny, whuatever... Then fly fly to hall, crampped up then okks alrdyss.. Before that i almost bang onto someone.. he began to grow more taller.. lols..  In hall, enjoyed the Indian dance and Malay dance only. -.- yeah.. oh i also get to enjoy a free show.. MM hit HH on the head with roll of paper.. X) funny(: cos, of... Nehmind.. U wont be able to know cos i wont tell u...X) fuunnyyy... Someone uhh stare stare at me..Thts the first shockss..

Then, then .. in class was terrible ... serious shittss... I manage to bully HH..Lols.. Take a pic of
Natasha.. Thts all.. -.- Take a class photo.. -.- Not cooperative enough. Haish.. People. Listen laa.. Why dun want cooperate. Sad mann the girls.. haish... Skip Skip..

Aft dismissed , I went down through the office there.. Then, I shouldnt said hiiieee to Mr Rayyan.. Fck.. He ask me, Wesley and his friend to follow.. Take form.. Then Mr rayyan ask me to pass to Xi Jia.. So, Im in the search for Xi Jia.. Look for her every where.. Ask here there.. Then went down Finally saw her with Xi Ya!! Then i hugg both of them? Random...ILY them sooooo much.. Hehe^^ .. Then , then pass to every one..

Skip skipped..

Me, Xi Jia and Xi Ya..went primary sch.. The security guard Said come at 1:30 .. Wht the fck.. Then we go have lunch  at Mac's and it was disaster.. noise pollution and public nuisance... wht to do.. Cant shutt their mouths.. Bla bla bla..

Skiped

We went Pri sch.. Lols.. The security guard seriously pissed us off. Then we were let in. omgies .. Skipped . Met Miss Tan. She kept hitting my head with paper. I canot forget wht she said to me..

This is soo not random... Its truee u know.. Getting send to the back of the class just because i nver do my homework. Like last week i was send out of the class with other people.. nice you know.. One thing about standing at the back, is that.. I get to talk to Nat and Justin . Lols!(: Funn you know. Like they make funn of each other.. Like so on.. and so on.. Haish.. Am i getting from bad to worse? Yaa, i know.. I have no one to blame .. I think? Maybe? lols(:i am manns... Been coming home damn late.. lols.. ?Yaa, what to do.. people changes... Like duhh... well lazyy to write somemore.. Today got campcraft.. Thats why im supaaaaa tired.. ):
Maybe tomo meeting Omairah.. (: lols(:!!! bye.

It didnt matter . If im just alone at home with no one by my side. Im closing my eyes and and .. Just sleep throughout that day. Just listen to the laughs out there.. Hearing how happy are they. I know im not the only one. Yeah, but still Im suffering very badly, too many memories on that day.. Gosh, shouldnt have remembered it . But. I just can never forget that day. No matter how hard people tried brain-washing me. Wyt. waste your time. Your precious time gone. our precious year gone. *Poof.*.


Like who? Everyone's taken.. Am i right? off cos, im right. Very truee. So truee. Hes my good friend and i trust him soo much. I just hope he wont burst the water out.. Lawls. Im just started being an Emo fck. yeah. Dun worry . It will be over soon. I hope... I just hope. hoping. Wishing. It will stop. abt now...

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Yeah, someone just said something shocking to me.. We never talk to each other for so long... But at last he decided to talk to me.. Yeah, its is shocking. Too shocking. Hehs. hard to explain. I will tell u someday , ehy? Yeah. we never talk for too long cause the first thing.. I went home , frigging late. And .. Next thing, he has to go.. So yaa. we talk to each other for awhile.. And said something shocking.. Like i said. I cant say it out loud. nor i could just burst my secrets out here. no use. First thing, he will kill me. Second thing, i just love making people grew suspense in their pants. Lols. Third thing , I dun bother sharing to those i didnt want share with. Waste my bloody time. Rights? Yeah, people. No offence , no crime added.  Lols. Then continuing.. he just just to weirdo ? Lols. Duh . I cant believe the words that he said to me.. All this while , he just kept to himself.. Not saying a word or a hint to me. Zilch. Why mann? The last thing u said to me was "whatever" .. Now u said a different story. A weird one. Okks, Nevermind. I wont go any further into this mixture of expressions that he said.

okks, U know why i cam home late? As usual , Camp Craft. Lols. I peg to much of pegs. Due to my carelessness and dumber brain, I hit myself.. On the thumb. Dun worry im still alive. Of course. Duh, and theres no bloody bloody juicy juicy story involve so yaa. The result is having a big , fat , fugly Thumb.. Which is recovering. lols. Due to pegging to much, I got a big , fat , swollen , blistered palm. What the hell.. I know im just loving getting hurt so much.. Its just my hobby right now. Lols, and joking.

Dun u even realise that im being sarcastic here? Not being hyper okks.. im still in the shocking mood. is there a phrase like that exists? ohh gosh. I dun even know what am i talking about.. lols(:

Okks laaa. Bye i love you peoples(: ure my saviour o.-"""

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lols, This is so not random .. Its true.. I kept asking Nat .. For help.. That the weirder thingy.. Its about something.. Lols.. Nuthing sick.. Nothing so personal.. Lols.. Like.. Duhhh... i dun even know what am i talking about.. Lols(: Im so friggin tired.. Just so tired..
Today CCAs .. Guitar(: We.. did nuthing except ... Teaching the JUNIORS): boring siaa.. Wht u think sitting down there for a very long time.. just to educate a junior. WTF, luckily. My string snap, at the right time.. (: Omgies. I still be so happy after my darling string snap.. -.-... weird humans.. lols.. So i became like the music stand for Hosea and.. his junior. Lols mann.. I bet he felt irritated by the junior cos.. he still didnt get the right timming.. lols.. Two thumbs up , boy.. Sheehs.. Then After the break. Charlotte.. Fly went home): sad.. Hosea and Sab went up with me.. Then only to realise that hosea got the wrong guitar since idk.. His real guitar strings snap. Like mine!! lols.. We hi5-ed.. lols.. Then all we do is slack.. Till its time to say byebye.. We as in me , sab, Hosea.. (: went to 7-eleven just to buy drinks?-.- weird humans(: You know why ... Samms name is not here?Cos he nver come to guitar): sad, and cowardly); Then when i reach home, Sab called me? lols(: funny-aye.. They say my drink got some thingy coming out of the bottle. Funny people.. Nuthing come out.. Heheh.. Well .. Today is a long day.. Nuthing .. To do.. No real lessons .. Cos a lot of chers nver come.. Lols.. Nice but tiring cos have to keep quiet.. ): lols! kks, bye.. She signing off(:

i love Chingay-ing(: is the most funn thing to do(: walk alot(: so funn!!!! love it mann.. This picture is stolen from Priscilla's Facebook. Sryy my dear(: but i lazy to upload the pics into the lappy.. So yaaa, if i gt time then  i will upload(: Cute huh ^^ that pic up there? me and my darling Nanthiyni (:!!!! sweet darlas(:

Aww, i enjoy yesterday.. I get to bully a sec 3 boy and another one(: so funny(: not as in bully but like .. as in like slapp slaapp with them the stupid clapper(: lols.. Then i always kena bully.. by The same person that i bully-aye(: by smacking my face with the purple cloth(: lols(: So retarded but i know, to someone hes not retarded-.-..... But no offence hes retarded.. Then this retarded sec three npcc guy  has a friend(:  My supplier(: Make me choke only.. Dun wanna to talk about it.. Damn stupiid and funny(:  Awww!!!!! ILY people.. just miss the funn ..

Then when we wanna go home.. like almost half of the people gone home from there): yeah, very lonely.. But still got Priscilla and Nanthiyni.. And the other boys(: In the bus, i felt so EMO . Fck . Idk why): At the moment, i just feel like wanting to hugg one of the boys in the bus.. serious.. just wanting and the feeling to hugg.. im the only one in the bus very Hypaaaa. But im not at all.. I just feel so emo. cos i needa hugg.. ): Nanthiyni also.. Haish... Everyone does need a hug after sucha long day(:

Sry for not updaaaating yetserday... ): i very tired laas. so tired. then i wwas listening to songs. Suddenly i didnt know what happen.. My sister say i was talking to her? Wth.. I think i was sleeeping walkin. cool then around ten plus. i woke up. Then i realise i was on the other side of the bed.. SLeeping so straight.. cool... I mean weird.. siaow.. hehe... then after that i sleep again..

What happen yesterday is due to ... Npcc.. Tired laaa. Drills. Then today going Chingay practice ... Wth .. so tired mann like that... But im not defeating soon.. Yupp.. After this i will going out to buy white t-shirt(: with collar): sads siaa.. have to buy just for today.. Haish... There will be another practice on the 19 feb(: lols(: okks laa. i wanna tie my hair..

p/s: i love my seniors( sec 3 + sec 4 ) !!!!

i love i love i love i love todayyyy, cos its fun and NICE.. cos of Camp craft(: Yay!! I did the thingy.. but i will have turn up for extra trainnig ): yea, cos i unsure of everything): ): sad sad): Lols(: the sir is being very nice to me. Good!(: Lols(: tomo got NPCC again.. But parade laa.. I want my uniform right now!):  sheehs sadsad.. I very paisehy laa..  cheyy not elaboratin .. funny laa.. Heheh(: well today quite funny and funn(: (: i love i love uuuuuuuuu....... U know sumthing? i wish that my hands got blisters(: then can put bandage.. But mine not tht serious cos i nver pegg properly(: stuppid(:
Byebye(:

Random title liao.. But still got a story behind it.. Whatever.. I just feeling moody all of the sudden.. wthell. yeah yeah.. siools manns. Idk laa.. But i just woke up from napp .. Then feeling fcking tired..  U know sumthing? i love slacking with Kaiting.. Fun ehy... And then .. U know sumthing nice? Me, Sab and Kaitting got a nice secret.. After we decorate the class.. When we still in the class.. Wah. I can tell u its Nice..  The rest , find out urself! sheehs.. Today i msg that guyy of mineeee... Jokin. He.. like no mood siaa.. Then aft that say sry to me.. -.- ... funny people.. nehmind... Gosh i love himm ttm.! and gosh, i have splitting headache.. i think tht thingy coming liao... sheehs.. Nehmind.. Whatever.. Anws , ilyvm, boy.. Youre my sugar that make me hyper. Lols , mushy ... Bye:D

Yeah, u just stop thinking about ur effing ex , can u? Well , wht u were saying all the stuff to me.. Were all just SWEET TALK. Urghh. Yeah, Not alaborating liao.. Lazy.. Sheehs(: laugh laugh.. non-stop today.. Pegg Pegg all day long.. I took pics in class of Nat's creations. cool siaaa... lazy to upload. Well bye(:

Haiyooo , i love himmm ,too bad he misses his erhemss(: well like i care.. The way we talk like BGR kind of talkings??? yeppp WE ARE manns.. Wheeee, sweet(: Tomo got guitar.. Well I forget? yepp i did forget.. Haish.. Dun feel like going? yepp dun feel like... Sheeeehsss, Today eat alot , Angry with Samm and Sab.. FOR no reason? yepp , no reason.. Moody siolsss... Maybe tomo i might msg him in class? yepp , Maybe... Maybe he wont reply? maybe he will.. Haish): hehehehehehehehehehe.. ^^