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Sunday, February 21, 2010
Im so friggingg angry with myself..


 Im just so angry with myself.. I seriously am.. My "stalker" waved at me , Nanthyini , Saidah , Qamarina... Then when they are singing .. we waved each other.. Then we suddenly "walk" with each other.. "Suddenly we "walk" with each other"... he was far behind from his school .. But , Yaaa.......  we walk with each other. Gosh, Then when we taking bus to go back to the Kallang leisure to take bus back to school.. Then , he almost take the same bus back.. Fck, then he kena take another bus .. Walao , he wont die what ... -.- Then back at the Kallang leisure.. We are to line up.. He came last .. With his school.. Lols.. Then he line up .. Then i look at him.. He look at me.. He wave , i acted that i cant see him, He soooooo fcking cute when he kept waving at me like as if i cant see himm. Awwwww, so i wave at himm back.. Then, when we go back to our own bus to go back.. He wave again.. Saying byebye.. ): Gosh... I miss himm.. Though i hate him the first 2 days meeting him.. This the only day , i miss himm  sooooo much.. You know why am i so angry with myself? Cos i never talk to him THOUGH he "WALK" with me just now.... What the hell? Urghhhhhhhh... I hate myself.. Im frigging tired and i MISS him...  What the hell.. Hes short but frigging vute and i know he knows my name.. BUt yaaa, whuatever .. im seriously like gonna cry any sooner.. im just fcking sad...

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Yours truly. elyana