i just feel as lonely as this tree before. But now, i found a new himm.. I guess im not anymore. I think.. Idk, i think i made the wrong decision. But.. idk... haish. He ask me, i reply laa. Haish.. My dear god. Tell me what should i do instead? This is .. So stupid. I think? Wow , im past my sleeping time.. But who cares. Hello , my dear girl, YOU are not alone anymore... You are with someone. Fuck , i forget.. But im must get used to it huh.. I led a such happy single life. I may get back to a ... Miserable life. Full stop. Gosh, dear god, what should i think about now? idk , i feel like dying. Thats a  sure thing. haish.. Please guide me. tyty...