my love has been standing strong
Thursday, April 8, 2010
I know tomorrow wont turn out nice.
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God, you will never know how I am feeling right now. I'm fucking sad dunno why. Why? Cos my life isn't like it used to be. I just feel so swingy and moody. Tomorrow, its gonna be a bad day. Explain tomorrow aites. Yeah and tomorrow... Im gonna run never stopping , proving myself to you. But i hope you apprieciate it soo much. I know for the sake of a friend, u will treat me as if imma friend of yours but the truth is you dun want . You just hate me dun you? Yeah and.. I know not only you hate me, you dun wanna be reminded of the bittersweet memories. I was trying to remember what bittersweet memories we had. I can remember , but once i did , it will scratch or even pierce into my heart. I feel like crying. Was gonna emotional breakdown or like mental breakdown like as usual, but i have no more tears to cry as everyday i cried .. I guess it dried up or God won't let me shed another tear for you . Im trying to be happy yknow. But i just can't. After a smile, i will be sad. No matter how hard i try to keep my smile up.
12:17 AM
Yours truly. elyana
Yours truly. elyana