my love has been standing strong
Monday, May 10, 2010
Rainbow after rain, seems like nothing is happening.
Its been awhile now.. I've been busy studying for my exams. Gosh its not worth it. I studied so hard for my maths but . Seems like nothing get inside my brains. Oh screw it. Maths exams were difficult just now. Couldn't finish in time.. Panic at the wrong time.. Waste 15 miins on each question. Gosh i wish you were just here. I feel retarded now. Felt angry with myself. I was trying to be soo positive but can't . Why? Because i can't complete it and and.. ahh screw it. I hope i just got another chance to study again.. Since i couldn't complete it..
Rainbow, rainbow, you used to be my pillar of strength. Where did you go? Why must i put up with the rain just to be with you. Just to see you shining at me. Smiling at me. I've given up on everything eversince you're gone. Just wish you here with me, supporting me. I've never felt so empty and tired. Gosh hope you will forgive me. You did.. But you turn me away And thats not i wanted after a year plus. I just have to wait huh?
craps. craps.. Im writing craps. bye.
2:45 PM
Yours truly. elyana
Yours truly. elyana